I had a dream last night, I was in that shopping center I use to go often, it was happening something about some sort of march or protest for gay rights or something, so we were like isolated in that shopping center since buses couldn’t take us home, it was night, some people just didn’t care and went walking, which was a little crazy since we were in the middle of almost nowhere.
I was there with my mom, between all the people we could “hang out” there, was Naya Rivera, I remember that I followed her a little while since there was nothing to do, everything was closed so we just limited to walk around.
When I went into one of the bathrooms there, I found some women discussing about that it was like the end of the city, everything was in chaos, and they started to confess to each other, some of them who weren’t friends, found out the reasons (some stupid ones as I remember) of why they suddenly stopped talking to each other, and in some minutes, that atmosphere turned into one of compassion and understanding, then I started to think why all let themselves be manipulated by some words, some guys, some girls and some parents? Life is ours, our self-analysis, our words, our firm actions, the way we see each ourselves at the mirror when we wake up, it’s what matters at the end, we need to be OURSELVES!
After I understood this concept, I went out of it and spoke to Naya, revealing my feelings and everything, the funny thing is that I didn’t need say almost anything, she just saw my face and understood everything, on top of that it was like if we knew each other from before. Suddenly, some explosions started, it was part of the army and police along with some protestants, then I understood that I didn’t have too much time left, so I took Naya’s hand and went towards my mom because I thought on that moment “If I’m going to die today, it won’t be as someone who I’m not, I want to die loyal to who I am and what I am” .
When I was in front of my mom with Naya, I stood there firmly and said “mom… I…” suddenly, my mom smiled at me and said “I know, I always knew it, you didn’t even care to hide who you are” I smiled at that and went to join the protests, because now that the rest of the truth was told, I could go freely to fight for LGBT rights in my country, while walking as my true self with the pride of being lesbian…
Then, I woke up
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I wanted to write this because, sometimes what I dream becomes true, but mainly because I just simply wanted to share it :)